My Wish list before i die...

• Want you in my life yup (you know what i'm talking about)

• Wanna meet PARIS HILTON

• Go to britney spears concert(ft the pussycat dolls)

• Have my own reality show

ok will post more tired
must do homework

Harloo

Last Sunday was awesome.
Okies
Went to East coast park!!
okies here are some pictures
okies my picture is ruin
thanks to iffin
stop it wif the face

sahfiqa amile!!
Aqmar with his mouth

Cute Eshaan

Iffin,Me and shaf


okies
its was fun
we eat laugh
dance
eat
we went hme about 11 p.m
reach hme at 12.30
orh yea kak Nana
i want jemput2 some more
lol
okies will post again soon
byes

Hey
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR

Yesterday was FUN
Okies went Picnic @ East coast
okies its drizzling
But
Who cares
We ate play games
the best is
Chop cille Chop
okies its complicated

then played simon says
then played "dont't fprget the lyrics"
something like that

we make a fool out of ourself
then we sing
B.I.N.G.O

There was a farmer who has a dog and bingo was his name oh!

B.I.N.G.O

lalala~
lala~

then we eat
Mee
satay
nuggets
jemput jemput
Yummy!!
Rice
Tibits

then Shakila, Rizal,Aqmar and me ride bicycle
Orh yea Aqmar leg get stuck in the bike right Rizal??
lol
okies have picture of it but lazy to upload
nv mind larh

dah im tired of typin
okies!!
byes

Okies today is FUN
went to pasir ris park
fo what
for fun larh idiot
hmm
okies i went wif my cuzzie
Shafiqa
Kak Nana
Abg Ezaad
okies
wait
forget eshaan
and Mama mas
okies shafiqa sorrie about the
the see-saw thingy
kena your private part
lol
its pretty fun
We eat at
Mr Teh tarik
i eat prata Bomb
its Sweet
I have Sweet tooth
for you info
okies
hmm
i'm bored

theres two idiot beside beside me reading
every single thing i type
so this bimbo
kids

okies i wanna bath larh
Shafiqa and Iffin say
get lost
LOSER
ok GEt it?

okies
shut up!!
byes
Signing out ...
toot!!

Okies today my blog is goin to be updated
(is it what im doin now?)
lol
okies day 2 days eu nv call at night
that sad
eu call me in the afternoon
tu pon for awhile

):

Well today chinese new year concert wa s
SUPER BORING
trust me its boring
The MCs are monotonous
okies
my computer is still stuck up and
btw
Happy Chinese New year
okies eu call me call
mish eu muaks

Okies
Hows was my day??
prety Tired and moody n basically
Okies sms eu 3 times
eu never reply
so thinking
thats the end
so
suddenly around 1835
eu called!!
Yea!!
But then eu are outside with donno who
But its ok i don't mind

guess to day eu nv call me again right?
nv mind larh
mesti eu penat right?
eu go rest kies!!!
anything eu call me
its not i don't want to call tapi
i using prepaid
top-up for me if eu want to lol

ok so i went to my cca
but before that i help naziha n izzah
with the character nook
ok pretty fun
but kinda boring
( for my cca)
Hey drama people do eu think my name is unique?
The sec two girls drama gurls have been saying over and over again,
"you Qayyum right? What class?"
"Your name unique"
"Eu arab ar? or chinese?"
"OMG so unique"
haha

HOMEWORK
yes i have it lots
TRUST ME
being in secondary 5 is lots of work
and having the responsibility to fetch my brother
is so tiring
i'm starting to feel the heat
wonder when this will end
okies 8 more months for O level
Hmm

lemme see
think i have to get back with my homework kies
see you all soon
SMILE
Kiss to you
muaks
orh yea im getting fat don't eu think
lol

Okies just now was a great day for me
Yea true!!!!
I went to to cinema..(shshh don’t tell anyone kies)
It was so romantic eu know lol
But one thing I notice why eu keep looking at your watch
But the movie we watch, “Haunting Of Molly Hartley”
I was a very interesting movie
Yup
Its true
The movie was a thriller
Lots of shocking moments
The movie was one and half I think
If eu want to know what’s the story line about: WATCH YOURSELF
WANNA know WHAT WE DID: Don’t BOTHER Asking!! lol

After that we went to eat QUI-ji
You eat Po-piah right??
AND Ii wrote something on your NEW notebook under date 24 march
Did eu read??
lol
Bet its nice..
Ok I don’t talk much larh I know Sorry!! MALU AR WHEN WITH YOU
Btw my hand phone prepaid dah low TOP-UP kan!!!
Lol

Then I saw ZHI JIN..HELLO!!


Hmm okies lemme see what shall I write next

Okies I know let me tell you about my biased parents
To iffin eu though yr smarter than me
Eu think your very good?
Especially my mom you can FUCK OFF..
You though eu are perfect think again BITCH
Cause if EU and your KUALA LUMPUR friends think you gurls and guys are WONDERFUL SLUTS ,.EU’RE superstar. THINK AGAIN cause eu are A PIECE OF SHIT
That’s all
SMILES ALWAYS

I do not know what words to write. There have been so many words written already. So many ending and beginnings. I have lost my faith.
Yesterday, I sat at this table for hours and wrote nothing but your name. Yes, your name.
I wrote it at the four comers of the page as if by doing so I might conjure you at its centre. And so I sit here, and feel your absence and wonder how to begin life without you one day.

Begin

……

The blankness of the page is like a hurt. I write your name on the paper to put you in my life. As though words were real things. As though when I write your name you are here.

……

1 hour passes and this page of mine is still blank. My life is like an unfinished love story. Full of mysteries and question marks. What if you change your mind and leave me here all alone. Am I supposed to take culpability? What if you have someone new better still BETTER and it happens that I woke up one day and found that I’m missing you. And my heart starts to wonder where on this earth you would be. Thinking you will comeback to the place where we meet. Will you be still waiting for me at the corner of the street
Only God knows
..........

Hey people in back!!
yup and this time for reeal!!
YES!! finally make it to sec 5
and its not a holiday time
i can feel the STRESS

Yes lots of

HOMEWORK
VERY DEMANDING
NO PLAY BUT

work
work
work..

Yea
basically didnt do quite well for my N levels
2008-i have lost my focus, myself
people did not see me the way i want them to see
so
in 2009
I have to do it no matter what happen
i do it for MYSELF right
oh man i darn
hungry
type out some day soon yea
got to get some
HOT CHOCOLATE
for my little stomach